Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Terima Kasih Kawan Kawan

Dalam hal kami...tiada siapa yang salah dan tiada siapa yang betul. If years ago...I'll go out with another guy to forget about a guy..But now I just surrounded myself with friends..families..and my friend's kids..hahahahha...

sebab aku pernah baca.."if you are sad..surround yourself with kids or animal"..koceng aku merajok ngan aku sbb aku tamau kasik die makan sotong kering yg buh gula tu...but of course without da sugar la kan..kang kencing manis pule koceng aku tu..

happiness is subjective..wat you see is not necessarily wat i feel...ngahahahha...but i hold my chin up and smile..so people..stop being sorry for me..im fine..if its meant to be..it will be..if its not..better not to force it..

letting him go is the hardest thing to do..with all the memories..the laughter..makan makan session..air panas session..PD trip..Senawang trip..Durian session..but i know better to let go the only thing that i really really love..if it comes back..it is meant for me..if its not..it has never been written for me..things happen for a reason..

last time, when i was 20..i'm da one who ran away from him..so I guess..it is karma right..why did I ran away again before...? oh because he was not stable enough to support me..hah..I knowwww...i was 20 years old at dat time...wat do u expectt....hahahhahaha....

so..people..stop taking sides..he is wat he is..I can't change him unless he wants to improve himself. we can't force him. before this i did want him back..but now..as i said..if its meant to...he'll come back..if not..just let it be...saye tak dendam dan menerime semua dengan hati terbuka..

n again...i'm fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....thanks to all especially...

AMOI SKAB..terime kasih dgn paksaan makan...fb dan msg2 anda
JUE dan ARIE termasuk RINA, QARIN, AIREEN..tq for da Wendy's session..gelak gelak...sesi borak borak
AZE dan HUBBY..aze especially...saye kuat sbb awak dan anak awak...
SHIDOT..yg ni jutaan terime kasih la byk2..call aku straight away memlm buta lepas aku terime msg kt fb tu
YAYANG..byk sesi ngan yu ni...ai letih nk taip lah...sbb byk sgt gayut tipon kann..ngahahhahaha
BADD..AIE..CT...tq for da mkn2 session...
MY SIS..of course for knocking some senses in me..but will u kill me if i said i still be waiting? ngahahahahahha....
NYAH and ABDULLAH..nyah n family sbb salu teman buka puasa..abdullah melayan sms akak...
JOE..yes u...another scorpio who also knocking senses in me again...*watssap with this scorpio ppl..hahahaha

so..aku dh tenang..aku dh kuat..aku dh kembali normal..tp..aku tetap sayang...*mampus brape kasut yang akan dibaling kat kepale aku niehhhhhhhhhhhhhh....lariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

6 comments:

NenetPenne (NP) said...

putus kasih mcm i jugak eh?

Dark @ng3L said...

nenekpenne..lebih kurang begitulah..janjinye mcm2..tapi hamas kelapa..

so kalau jodoh..nnt blk la tu ke sy..kalo tadek...nak buat cemane kan....

kiniiiiiiiiii akuuuuuuuuuuu pasrahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...hahahhahha

Sunshine said...

Sorry to hear that, am not near to console you... nanti i balik kita boleh lepak2 and makan2 kay... take care dear

Dark @ng3L said...

miss sunshine,...
tq u...but demyuh dear..i tot i dh kuat..but just reading ur komen airmata saya dah bergenang...

awk nieeeeeeeee....sy nk duduk dgn awkla..boleh..???

psstt...i miss him so damn much even tho i refuse to show it..to even let him know..

Sunshine said...

oh dear baru baca ur replied. am still adjusting to waktu tempatan. mata dah mcm panda.... hehe

been there, done that.... cuma kita jer blh buat diri kita strong. nak duduk dengan i, i ok jer :)

Dark @ng3L said...

miss..
mata macam panda..?
ade bawak jejaka straight mat salleh untuk saye dalam luggage awk tak..???

dok ngan awk ade food tak everyday..???
wahhhhhhhhhh...demand kan...hahahahha