Words

I've typed and delete few times already. This is considered the my 3rd attempt to write something. Asal aku taip and aku bace balik..aku rasa orang tak perlu tau bebende tu semua. Adakah aku dah hilang semangat untuk blogging. Aku pun rasa macam tu. Hari tu aku rasa macam aku tak cukup masa...tapi kali ni aku macam taknak share apa yang aku rasa. Ke sebab dah banyak membebel dekat twitter aaa?

Aku punya tak cukup masa tu sampai anak aku pun aku tak sempat jenguk..

yg kt atas tu when i was in da ofc earlier..ni aku kt KD. sempatla tgk anak kecik kejap..dah besar die. dah makin garang. where was earlier..? ohhh semangat blogging entah ke mane. sebabnye aku mcm xnk share cerita aku. sebab? aku rasaa ade yg mcm xsupportive bile aku happy. shidot n teh tu mmg xla coz dorang dh masuk category lain.

so..bcoz of this aku jd mcm malas nk blog. lg satu aku mcm rasa bila aku share too much i have the tendency to jinx it. kang ade je yg tak kene. dh la my current situation mmg tak membantu...pfffft

dh la..aku malas nk membebel bebyk..i know this is wrong but...time will tell

Mess Mess Mess

Why am I always put myself in this kind of situation. adoih tak perlu la kot Diella oi. I didn't plan to fall in love with him. It was suppose to be friends going to a wedding together without any feelings. without any complications. tapi..tapi..tapi..how am I going to get myself out from this mess?

I gave my everything and anything in a relationship but why everytime..it's either because it got snatch by another women or I'm the other women. i don't deserve this. I deserve to be happy. I deserve someone who loves me..ONLY me. Banyak sangat ke permintaan aku ni. Besar sangat ke keinginan aku ni.

Aku tak mintak orang kasik aku segunung intan berlian. aku tak mintak orang good looking. cukup orang yang sederhana tapi sayang aku sangat sangat.

Tapi aku dah janji aku takkan walk away. no matter how hard..no matter how sad it makes me feel. I will not leave him cos that's my promise that I will take care of him. No matter what!!