Especially for a dear friend

I don't know her that well..but on her birthday I never fail to do an entry for her..bombarded her with birthday wishes..on her wall..in her phone message...its not we are oh-so-buddy...dan bukan juga untuk menompang kepopularitian beliau di dunia blogging..chewaaahhh....matilahsumenakcariksapegeranganmanusiaitu


but its because when I was so down 2-3 years back..she's always layaning my emo and drama..n forwarding songs..even tho kengkadang menambahkan emo..even for some people its like..alah..stakat borak kat ym n forward lagu pown nak kecoohhhhhhhhh....but knowing libra yang sangat touching and sentimental...i really really apreciate that..it took a libra to understand one...hahahha....opsss..terpecah zodiac beliau..

oppsss...drpd nk wat entri touching trus tersempang pule sekarang....demyuh diella



ok...here's especially for you..

things happen for a reason..yes i know u've suffered enough..as u said last nite..i know its ugly between u guys..i know its very very tempting..trust me i know...you would think..maybe it will not hurt kan..its just someone bertanye khabar kite je..how can it hurt you back..you will also feels like..OMG kejamnya aku bile orang bertanye khabar pown tamau reply..

but..if they really really do care..as wat they said..they WILL NOT treat you how they've treated you before..n yes i know a libra will be like...tapiiiiiiiiii..we were so close before....n oh oh oh..i miss her sooo much...i know the feeling darling...but you have to be strong..ice queen darling..you are role model...pleaseeeeee.....


if you can promise yourself its only bertanye khabar kind of thing...not related to family thingy..other thing...only you general life matter n hers...i guess its ok...but if its going to be sesi luahan prasaan..oh how i wish you were....oh how i wish....let her wish darling...its not up to us...


Allah rase die bukan untuk kite..die memang bukan *ohsedangconvincedirisendirijuga
If keeping in touch with ANYONE related to it will open back the wound..stay away please..bukan ingin memutuskan silaturrahim..tapi sekadar ingin lebih mengicequeen dan mengkentalkan hati supaya orang tak senang senang memperkotak katikkan hati dan perasaan kite....

becauseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee



despite all the ice queen crap thingy..................











YOU ARE STILL SUPER DUPER EXTRA VAGANZA NICE LA MAKCIKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK


P/S you are so treating mint choc chip from BR because yesterday actually i was makaning while dating while suaping and membawak to driving during our conversation last nite..hahahahah